Not enough
Autor: Yamiku
I don't know the sense of being here
I know that you want me to be, but it doesn't feel like that
Sitting at the side of the table
watching you all talking
I can't say anything to that
just don't feel like it
I'm afraid of being here
surrounded by all voices of you
But if I try to reach the sky I'll fall to the ground
Whatever I say,
whatever I do,
it doesn't seem enough for you
Whenever it comes to any plans you take each others hands and go
Inside the light where I'm not supposed to follow
What is wrong
What is right
Why can't I be satisfied
Is it true that all of you're just staring in the shadows
Will you keep goin' on by just looking in the sun
I feel like I'll burn if I touch it
Why does it feel so unreal
Why can't I say a word
Tell me what do you wanna hear from me
It's obviously not enough to be 'awesome'
Tell me why can't you see that I'm
sitting in the shadows and cry
I don't know the sense of being here
When you talk I feel deficient
I can hear people talking I'm gifted
but it feels like I'm damned
Whatever I say
Whatever I do
it doesn't seem I need you
Whoever looks down onto the ground will see that I can push myself
I'm strong enough to go alone but I'd like to join you
What is black
What is white
Why can't I be satisfied
Is it true that all I do is just staring out of the shadows
Will you keep going on havin' all a lot of fun
it feels like I'd be a burden
Why does it feel so real
Why can't you give a hand
Tell me what do you wanna hear from me
It's obviously not enough to be 'special'
Tell me why can't you see that I'm
sitting in the shadows and die