My Testimony
Autor: Lunatik
My Testimony
It's written for your ears only
For You
Nobody else
It was the other day, some time after the accident... The funeral was already over and lots of beautiful flowers in all colors covered your lonely grave... After the accident, in the hospital, I couldn't do anything, just stand around and watch as the angels took you away. Please, forgive me.
In front of the new house of your empty body tears found their way out of my eyes and trickled down my cheeks. I couldn't even stay anymore... I sank on my knees and stopped trying to hold the tears back. The pain of loosing you was to deep. The deepest one I ever have felt. I couldn't stand it anymore. It was the day when I decided to fallow. Yes, I was week and didn't want to live without you. I really wanted to end the pain and give up my meaningless life.
But then, suddenly, a storm began. Lights appeared and disappeared. A cold rain came down and in only few seconds I was completely wet. But at this moment, it wasn't important. I started to feel empty. Like my soul was taken away with all the rain and thunder. And then... It was a low voice, so calm and soft. I was scared. There was nobody else at the graveyard and the storm was loud. You wouldn't even hear if someone said something only few meters away from you.
But... I could really hear it. The words, there were clear but soft.
"Don't! Live your life and you will get forgiveness. One day you will be able to forgive yourself..."
I cried. Words I wanted to hear the most. I'm sure it wasn't a hallucination.
A miracle?
Words from Jesus.
A sign.