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Autor:  Royal
It still feels like a dear friend died. I'm unable to take a step forward. In the end I guess I was the only one who ever thought of you as a friend...
I'm feeling like there is no need for me to be in this world anymore, full of emptiness.
I dug this grave by my own, I know, I know, but its still to hard to carry all the good memories to rest.
No matter how much time will pass, it will always be.

I'm standing here, above this hole in the earth, crying out loud, crying for someone to hear me.
Please, let that one be you. Someday...
I'm crying nearly every night, in memories of you, but..
But, as long as I know you are happy it doesnt matter.
I could handle this emptiness and darkness years before I met you.
So why can't I now?
All I have to say is:
I really, really thank you for all the light you spent, for all the reasons you made me smile.
I'm sorry that I wasnt a better friend.

Goodbye my friend.
Even if I could never be able to see you again, so let me say these one thing for the final end:
You have a part in my heart, ever.



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