How long???
"Ne, Shin-chan?!" - "Hm?"Shinya rose from his thoughts. Kaoru stood beside him and looked out of the window, trying to find what fascinated Shinya that much, since he was staring out that window for half an hour now. "What's worrying you, Shinya?"Kaoru asked earnest. Shinya blushed. "Am I that obvious?"he asked startled. "Shin-chan, I'm not silly or whatever. I know you. There's something bothering you, since some days now." Kaoru complained. "Why aren't you telling me? Is it about Kyo?"Shinya blushed heavier (I hate to let him blush so much, but it fits in and suites him...@.@). Slowly, he nodded. "Kyo and me... whe have... problems."He stated, forcing every word out. Kaoru looked at him irritated. "But it seemed everything was fine between you two. Don't you love him anymore?" - "Yes, I do!"Shinya responded. Then he became more shy. "It's more... he doesn't seem to like me anymore..." Kaoru nearly grabbed Shinyas arm in disbelief. "Is it Kyo we're speaking of?? Shinya, he adores you, and you know that! He would do anything to make you feel good. I mean, it's obvious how much he's in love with you. Even I noticed!"Kaoru grinned and infected Shinya with that. "C'mon, Shinya, what makes you think that? It has to be really earnest."Shinya stopped grinning and nodded. "Well, I tried to ignore it, but... It seems to me he has changed. The last few weeks we didn't even see us very often. Either he's away or he's asleep. It makes me worry, Kaoru. And some days ago..." Shinya stopped and began to stare again. "What?" Kaoru asked. "I... I entered the bedroom and he sat on the bed, reading some myterious papers. When he spotted me, he hastily put them away. I asked him what they meant, but he wouldn't tell me."Shinyas shoulders sank a bit. "What's he hiding? I mean, we never had any secrets..."His voice grew lower and finally vanished. Kaoru stood and said nothing, just looked at Shinya earnest. "And he's always so tired..." - "Well, that's nothing new!" Kaoru stated, and had to grin. Shinya stayed earnest and looked at Kaoru aslmost stern. "No, it's gotten extremely. I wonder he sleeps at night at all. He's fast asleep when he lays down, but when I woke up one night, he wasn't there and..."Shinya gulped. "... We didn't have sex anymore..."Kaoru frowned. "For how long?"He asked in a low voice. "Three weeks." A faint blush appeared at Shinyas cheeks. "How long????" Kaoru didn't want to say it so loud, but he was really startled. "Shh! Kaoru!"Shinya placed one hand over Kaorus mouth. "Be quiet!"Kaoru looked at Shinya with big eyes. "You're kidding, Shinya, you don't wanna tell me Kyo didn't even touch you for three weeks!"Shinya looked embarassed and Kaoru apologized. "Sorry, Shinya, I didn't want to embarrass you... But - he couldn't get his hands off you in the beginning. And I thought that hadn't changed?"Shinya shrugged and frowned. "Dunno. It's strange, really. Nothing has changed, except the fact our lovelife came from 150 m/h to nearly 0. He tells me he loves me, and I believe him. But doesn't he want me anymore? 'Cause I do still want him!"Shinya pressed out almost angry. Then he turned silent again and went on with staring out of the window. Kaoru sighed. "Shin-chan?"he asked. "Yeah?" Shinya turned towards him again. "Why don't you speak with him?"Shinya looked startled and then shrugged. "What should I tell him? 'Honey, I really like you, but I could do with a little bit more shagging'?"Shinya laughed bitter. "No, I can't do, really. I think it'll get better. Perhaps he's really stressed, and that's all. Perhaps it'll get better here." Shinya managed a halfway optimistic smile and walked away, leaving Kaoru behind with a frown. "Shin-chan, that's bound to go wrong."he said in a low voice, looking out of the window. 'Perhaps, ' he thought, 'It's really better I stayed alone. There's too much fuss in a relationship.'But inside of him, a little voice answered: 'You don't really believe that, do you?"
Comments: Waaaaaah! Another part finished and I have no clue how to go on! Hm, a chapter just about Kaoru and Shinya. Seems as if little Shin-chan really has problems with his beloved Kyo. Kyo-Kyo, what're you doing with your lover? But, trust me, I won't let them part! ^.~ Besides, do you like the pairing? And I'll get a cute guy for Kaoru, also!!! ^.^ Yay!Yay!Yay!
-> look forward to : Chapter 3: Beautiful stranger Kaoru-chan gets himself a lover; everything very weird.
