It’s a disaster. A big disaster which smashed my heart into pieces. Nothing between sky and earth hurts more than seeing you with her. It was unbelievable when you told me that you’re with her now. I would be happy if this wouldn’t affect me … but it does. I want to get away from you, but instead I hurt myself because I’m staying by your side. I’m your best friend anyway. I want you so badly. I ask for nothing. I only want to get you back.
I was a fool to believe the words you said.
It’s really painful to think back to the time when we had so much fun.
Tears are flowing over my cheeks right now.
I feel exhausted.
Do you know how much you hurt me?
I want to hate you, but I can’t. It’s like being the main character of a romantic movie.
You make me feel depressed and it will take some time for me to go back to normal.
But it will never be the same again. I know! My feelings for you are too strong to let go. Jonghyun! Our love was like oxygen. We couldn’t breathe witout each other. You are my amigo. Jonghyun, you’re so pretty. I can’t take my eyes off of you.
I want to replay everything although it hurts.
I was your Juliette and you were my Romeo.
Your name resounds in my head like an echo.
I want to shout out my feelings.
I love you, Jonghyun!
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I know it’s a disaster.
I know that I hurt you.
And I know how you feel, Kibum!
I want to stay by your side, too.
I want you so badly.
I want to kiss your tears away, to bring back your smile which I love so much.
I didn’t want this girl.
I want you!
You!
My oxygen, my amigo, my Juliette!
I love you, too, Kibum!
