Charlett: Confessions of a kinky mind

"Hey, BB! Would ya please drop me on the coast?"
*does as he was told and retransforms into human shape*
"Sup?"
"I just wanned to have a little walk and think 'bout some thins." *shrug and try to sound as casually as possible*
*looks doubtfully* "Well, wouldya mind me joinin u, then?"
"No, that's fine with me, I think."
"Sweet."
We walk a minute in silence.
"And u're lookin forward to the party?" *tryin to make small talk*
*sigh* "Yeah, sure." -.-
"Ya don't look like."
<.<
"What's botherin ya?"
"Nothin. Everythin's fine..."
"Fine..."
...
"Star?"
*been pulled out of my thoughts* "Sup?" <.< >.>
"Yeah, well..." *scratches his neck in awkwardness* "I know it should be nothing to me... and please don't let loose on me, 'k?"
<.< ?
"I just wanned to know... what's that 'bout u and Mr. Carrot-brain?!" -.-
*sigh* "Dontcha turn on me, too!" -.-
"Too?"
"Yeah, I think Raven isn't happy 'bout it either. Thinks I'm makin some kinda mistake or actin against my feelings or some shit like that."
"Uhm, well... I think she's right!" *prepares for the blow-up*
*sigh again* "Do u?"
*nods hesistantly*
"Pobably u're right."
"I am?" O.o
"I mean sure! Yeah, of course!" ^^°
"Oh Beastboy!" *suddenly drop to the ground*
O.o *stops and sits down next to me*
"Huh?"
"I'm so daft!" ;-; *pull my knees tight, lay my arms on top and bury my head in em*
"Oh, Star. Don't say so!" *pats my back clumsily*
*turn my head to look at him* "But I am! Only a total stupe would've act like I did! Why did I fucked up like that?!"
*shrugs* "Maybe, cuz u're - understandably - completely confused?... Dunno... u tell me!"
"Uh, I guess ya've a point... I truely am confused. But I can't explain... I tried before, but... well, I think I'm simply loosing my mind."
"Shut up! Ya're all sane! Okay, as sane as someone uf us can be." ^^°
"It's just a matter of course with what u're experiencin presently. C'mon! Tell me 'bout it!"
"There's not much to tell. It's just..."
"Robin?"
*sigh* "Yes."
"Whattabout him?"
"I don't know how I feel for him."
"U don't?" O.o
"That's no good news!" ;_;
<.< "Why's that?"
"Cuz if ya really love him, ya should know - even if ur memories r kinda disabled. Dontcha think?"
"Yeah, I guess ya're right. And I think there's no prob in that way..."
"Means?"
"I do feel 'somethin' for him... But there's also a strange feeling that tells me somethin isn't... 'right'... with him and me... between us..." *give a frustrated sigh* "Argh! Told ya, I cannot explain!" >.<
"Go on! Tell me I'm loosin my mind! Tell me I'm a total moron and that I'm hopelessly doomed!"
"I won't! Cuz I don't think u r. Far from it! Sure enough, there've been some... uhm 'troubles' between the two of ya."
"For real?"
*nods*
"What kinda?"
"Uhm... I don't really know..."
"Don't ty to dodge away!" >.<
"Uuh... I'm sorry Star, it's just... I'm not the one who should tell ya. And honestly, I don't know, what has been troubling ya for sure. Do ya wanna hear my piece of advice?"
*nod*
"I think ya should stay away from that redheaded asshole."
*harrumph*
"Sorry, what I wanned to say is: Take it easy. Don't put the bite on urself! Just enjoy the party today and life as it goes and stay away from the boys in that special way or at least do only what u really wanna do."
"How do I know what I really want?"
"Listen to ur heart." ^^
*smile brightly* "Thank u so much, Beastboy! U're the best friend ever!" *hug him*
*blushes* "Nah, I didn't do that much, did I?" ^^°
"Yeah, u did!" *let go of him and cast him a breathtaking, thankful smile*
"I'm just happy I could help ya and cheered ya up a bit, at least." *stands up and offers me a hand*
"Consider me as devilish exhilarated!" XD *take his hand and leap up*
"Nobody ever told me, u were this... sensetive and... understanding!"
"Well... I'll tell ya a secret, if ya promise, ya won't tell anyone!"
O.o "Alright, I mean - sure!"
"Okay" *leans over and whispers into my ear*
"I am not!" ^.~
*laugh* "Ah, okay!" *become serious again* "I won't tell anyone this dark secret of urs! I swear!"
*chuckles* "U're too good to be true." ^.~
"And now c'mon, surely the others r home by now. And ya don't wanna miss out on ur own party, dontcha?
"Of course not!" ^__^
...
"Hey! Whattaya think of invitin Jinx, Flash and some of the others as well?"
*brightens up*  "Splendid idea, Star!" XD
"U think? Cool!" XD "So whom do we wanna invite?"
"Just Titans?"
"Who else do u think of?! Ding Dong Daddy?"
*grins*
"Mad Mod?"
*laughs* "Oh please, no!" >.<
"Then maybe Controll Freak? Or Mr. Light?"
*lol* "Stop it!" XD
"Ah, alright. Now I know who ya're referin to." *smirk*
?
"U wanna invite... Slade!"
*rofl*
"Ya want me to get him sploshed and dressed up in a pink tutu!"
*roflhfao*
"Ha! U can't hide anything from me! I know ur deepest and dirtiest desires!"
"Shut up! I'm dying!" *gasps for air* "I" *pants* "cannot" *wheezes* "breath!"
*giggle* "D'ah! This image!" *shake my head madly, drop to the floor and join BB in the rofl*
A few minutes later...
*whipes away his tears of laughter*
*try to steady my breath*
"Slade! In a tutu! I'll never get over this, bitch!" XD
"Mee too!" >.<
"So, we won't invite any of them, yes?"
"Please, no!" ^^
"Okay, and I think the looks of Gizmo and Mammoth in a tutu aren't required as well, huh?" ^^
*chuckles*
"Yeah, or X!" *starts laughing again*
"Hmmm..." *drool*
*stops laughing immediately* "What?! U can't be serious!" O.o
"Oh! Shut up! Not in a tutu! But X at the party..." *.*
"C'mon, Star! What did I told ya 'bout u and boys at the mo?" -.-
*sigh* "Shatter my dreams and stomp on their shards! Killer!" *fake sniff*
*gg*
"Alright, just Titans then. But who? I don't think I wanna've all em here, to be honest."
"Ur party, ur decision." ^^
"Alright." ^^
"I defenetily want Jinx and Speedster to join us."
*fetches a notepad and a pencil*
"Okay, we've Jinx and Kid Flash then." *scribbles the two names down*
"Ah and Jericho! He's so cute!" *.*
"Star?" *strikes a playful threatening note*
"Just cute! Like a pet, ya know! Nothing else!" *defend myself*
*chuckles* "Just makin fun of ya." XD
"You!" *thump him*
*laughs* "Ok, back to the main theme." *scribbles down 'Jericho'* "Who else?"
"Uhm.. lemme think... Harald!"
"As u wish." *scribbles*
"I'd love to have Red here, but I think he might feel below par around so many people." ;-;
"Yeah, I believe that's true."
*sigh* "Well, 'k who else do we have?"
"Pantha? Hot Spot?"
"Hot Spot! Sure!"
*scribbles*
"But Pantha... Dunno... I've to admit, I don't really feel 'comfortable' about her." *look apologetically*
"Phew! Thank goodness! And I thought, I'm stupid again!"
"U too?" *giggle* "I like ya more with every single minute."
^__^
"Ok, who else? Ah! Argent! How could I forget her?!"
"U didn't!" ^^
?.?
"U just named her."
-.- "I meant up to now!"
"Never mind!" ^^
"Ok, how 'bout Bushido?"
"Err, well... I really like him! But I don't think he'll exactly 'fit in'. Ya know?" ^^°
"U've a point." ^^°
"Ok, did we skipped someone?"
"Uhmm..." *thinks intensely* "Ha! Wildebeest!"
"No!" >.<
"Er, I mean... No, thanx?" ^^°
"Alright." *winks at me*
"Cole!" *.*
"And Gnaark!"
<.<°
"Not?"
"Hm, there's no chance to get Cole without Gnaark, is there?"
"I'm afraid, no."
"Then we've to pass on her. As painful as it might be. But I won't have this cave dweller ruin my party!" >.<
"Star!" O.o
"Sup?"
"When did ya get that... bitchy?!" ô.o
"Hehehe... I'm sorry!" ^^°
"Don't be! I told ya to act like ya feel. And to be honest" *goes on in a whipser* "U do have a point again." ^.~
*giggle* "Isn't it?" ^^
*chuckles* "'K, shall I reread the names out aloud?"
"Please do." ^^
"Well, firstly we've Jinx and Flash and then there're Jericho and Harald, Hot Spot, Argent... that's it."
"I think that's enough, anyway."
"Sweet. I'll call Jinx, Flash and Argent. U go for Jericho, Harald and Hot Sopt, 'k?
"Mylady, thy wish is my command!" *smirk and bow*
"Argh!"
A stinging pain flashes through my head. I clap my hands to my temples and sink to the ground, panting.
O.o "Fuck, Star! Sup? U okay?" *kneels down beside me*
"Aah! Dunno!" *gasp and still hold my head, trembling all-over*
"Shall I bring help?" *runs scared*
*speak through gritted teath* "Nah, wait a mo." *grap onto him, moaning in pain, squeezing his upper arm*
"Ouch!" >.<°
After a short time I soften my grip on him and my breath starts to steady.
Stumbling I come to my feet, while Beastboy assists me.
"Woah! What was that?!"
*slowly recoverin* "I think it was some kinda... memory..."
"Really? U sure?! That's awesome!!!" ^__^
"It didn't feel awesome!" -.-
"Oh, sorry. I meant... well, it's great that ya remembered somethin, isn't it?"
"Uh, yeah, I guess. But I don't really remember... just heard this sentence and... dunno, I'm not sure." *try to concentrate*
"Hey! Stop! Don't do that! Don't force urself to! It'll come when time is right, dontcha think?" *smiles knidly*
*sigh* "Yeah, I guess ya're right. Okay, let's call the others now."
We split and make some steps into opposite directions before pulling out our comms and contacting the 'chosen' Titans.
"Yes?"
"Hey Jinxie-darlin! Wanna join a real party?" ^^
"Time? Place?"
"Now, our tower."
"Two seconds!"
Connection closed.
"Sup?"
"Hey, Speedster!" ^^
"Star! Wow! Great to see ya! U look nice!"
"Thanx." ^^
"What can I do for u?"
"I've great news!"
"U're willing to marry me?"
*giggle* "Better!"
"Can't be!" *smirk*
"Charmer!" >.< "Now grap hold of somethin! U've been invited to the party of the millennium!!" XD
"When has that been?"
-.-
*chuckle* "Only jokin! So when does it start?"
"Today. Now - to be precisely. At our tower. U in?"
"Sure! Nowhow I'd miss it!"
"Sweet! Just've to call Argent and the party can start!" ^___^
"Argent? She's invited, too?"
"Yeah, sure. Why?"
"Uhm... maybe she... maybe... I could... pick her up?" ^^°
*giggle* "Of course! I'll tell her! She'll be delighted!" ^_^
"U think so?"
"Natch! And now get ur ass in gear and hurry up!"
"Aye aye, mylady! Cheers!"
Connection closed.
"Sup?"
*lower my voice* "Argent. U've been chosen!"
"Of course I have! Only a complete idiot'd pass this cute ass up!"
*chuckle*
*return to an serious, obedient tone*
"So what is thy biddin, mylady?"
"Argent! Take ur orders! U've to go to Jump City! My spies get out, there's a secret party in a certain tower on a small island."
*nods* "Yes mylady. What shall I do there?"
"U're instructed to have the fun of ur life, drinking as much alcohol as possible and maybe experience some sexual practices, if a seductive opportunity is provided."
*nods*
"As u wish. But how do I get there in time?"
"One of my many sevants asked - no begged - me to entrust him with this very special assignment. He's a very loyal servant, so I couldn't refuse his request. He'll be there any minute, cuz he's the fastes boy alive." ^.~
*blushes slightly*
"If that's what mylady requests."
"It is. Farewell my little dark princess. Make me proud."
"I will, mylady. I will!"
Connection closed.
*chuckles*
*turn my head to look at BB, who's restraining his laughter*
"U heard us?" ^^
"Yeah! Do u always talk like that?!" ^^
"How do I know?! Lost my memory, remember?" ^^
"Hey, speaking of that: how could ya talk to em like that? And how did ya know, whom to invite?"
"Robin told me everythin, remember?"
"Yeah, but-"
"Secrets of life..." ^^
"No, honestly!" >.<
"Later. So whattabout Jerry, Harry and Hot Spot?"
ô.o "Er, 'Jerry' didn't say anythin-"
"Whatta surprise!" -.-
"Uhm, well - it's kinda difficult for me to understand him. But I think he's on his way."
*nod encouragingly*
"'Harry''s comin, too!"
"Sweet!" *beam*
"And Hot Spot as well!"
"Splendid! The more the better!" *bounce*
"But now we should really hurry up!"
"Don't have to say it twice. C'mon!" ^^
*graps me by the hand and trails me after him, running towards our tower's entrance*
"The devil takes the hindmost!"
"Speak of the devil...!"
O.o
o.O
The blurred outline of a apperently male, almost human creature, enframed in flames has just appeared before us.
"What the hell-"
"Everythin's okay there. Just come out of."
O.o
o.O
"And what business exactly lead ya or thy? or whatever here?"
"You!" *smirk*
"M-m-me?"
"Yeah. U betrayed ur true love with another man. Therefore u'll rot in hell! Muahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"
?.?
ô.o
*chuckles*
*giggle*
"What?! U dare to laugh at me? ME?! The prince of darkness?!"
*clear my throat* "No! We'd never dare to!" *restrain laughter*
"Please, apologize, mylord. It was just..." *waves his hand before his face* "Nothin! Just forget 'bout it!" *grunts* >.<
*quirks an eyebrow* "Alright, whatever! Ur laughter'll die in hell!!!" *snatches at me*
Suddenly the whole world becomes dark.
ô.o *winces slightly*
"What the-"
"Rae?" *takes a look around*
*floats in midair, eyes gleaming red, her powers aiming for satan*
"Raven!" *.*
"U drop her immediately or I will make u!" *evil eye*
"Why should I?" *tries to sound scary, but seems rather cowed*
"I'm Trigon's daughter... do I have to say anything else?!"
"Trigon?!" O.O
*drops me slowly*
"Hehehe... We were just foolin around a lil' bit, weren't we?" ^^°
"So, send my best regards to ur father! Bye!"
And as soon as he had appeared he vanished. And the world returns to it's usual appearance.
"Whoa!"
*lands fleet-footed beside us*
"Rae, u were awesome!!!" *.* *hugs her tightly*
*returns the hug hesistantly*
*clear my throat*
"Yeah! That truely was... thank u!" *look at the ground*
"Uhm well, uh... I'll go ahead and see if everthin's movin smoothly." *stumbles away, leaving the two of us by outselves*
"Rae?" *look up straight into her eyes*
"I'm dreadfully sorry! I really am! I dunno what's gotten into me! I should've never said those words, I should've nerver yelled at ya and I should have never kissed Speedy."
"I'm happy u got it at last!" -.-
"Uhm..." *slightly taken aback*
"Yeah, me too." -.-°
*remains silent, eyein me*
"And thank u so much for the rescue!"
"Never mind. Somethin else u wanna tell me?"
"As a matter of fact.... yeah, there's somethin."
"I'm listenin."
"Well, I had a lil' chat with BB. He helped me a lot. And he made me understand, that u were right. So maybe u wanna thank him sometime... But whatever - he also told me, that it is okay how I'm actin and stuff. Of course it didn't mean I can treat my best friend like I did! But... ya know - he told me that it's okay to be confused and a bit... imbalanced." >.<
"And that's just what I needed to hear!"
"And why do u tell me all this?" *still serious, but sounds a bit meeker*
*sigh* "I dunno. It's just - It feels kinda... I'm feeling like I betrayed u by that."
"By what exactly?" ô.o
"Havin this talk, this friendship or might say this 'special moment' with BB..." *cast a concerned look at her*
"How excatly do u think u 'betrayed' me? Cuz he's my boyfriend?"
"Uhm... well, no actually."
*quirks an eyebrow and looks questioningly at me*
"It's cuz u're my best friend... And it feels like betrayin u, to talk with someone else about my problems in a way like that."
*sighs* "Well, I think I haven't been the 'best friend' u needed lastly. So I can't blame u for doing so."
"No! Don't say that! It's all my fault, not urs!" O.O
"That's not true! It's not ur fault u lost ur memory and it's not ur fault ur best friend's as insensetive as a rock either." -.-
"But u were right! I did make a big mistake! I'm the sucker, that fucked up everythin, not u!"
*chuckles*
O.o *dumbstruck* ?.?
"Somebody should record this." >.<
... *think about the whole situation and start giggling*
"Geez! I think we sound an aweful lot like a pair of fools, didn't we?"
"I guess." *continues chuckling*
"Hopeless. Completely hopless!" *laugh*
*nods* ^^ "C'mon there's a party, awaitin to be rocked by us." ^.~
"Sure."
I take her by the hand and together we fly over to the tower.