Prologue
Toma had been a sickly child ever since he was born. Raised as the oldest of two sons, he was taking responsibility for everything. His parents argued every time he saw them and they didn't care about the two boys like parents should.
"Last Christmas I gave you my heart~"
The song was playing throughout the whole city.
Yamashita Tomohisa hated this song. It reminded him on his last horrible christmas.
It had been christmas eve.
It was one of the days on which both were free, so Toma and Yamapi decided to spent it together. Pi had come around to Toma's house, after dinner (cooked by Toma's mother who was totally pleased by Pi's presence), they decided to go upstairs to Toma's room.
The snow was falling silently down to the frozen streets of Tokyo. It was christmas eve and Toma walked down the street, packed with severell bags. He didn't know why he had hesitated with buying presents, but today was certainly not the best day to do christmas shopping.
It was this pain, that crossed his heart every time he heard that voice, saw that face. It was right, that they'd been friends for more than ten years now.
But was it what he really wanted?
Wasn't he allowed to wish for more?
Friendship after all wasn't enough for him.
Toma was bored. After all the filming for his movies, he finally got some free time to laze at the house and spent time with his family. Which was out of town for exactly one week to visit their grandma in Hokkaido. And they didn't even bother to tell him...
It was one of these days that Matsumoto Jun hated like no other. On that
kind of a day nothing could raise his tension. Not even Nino getting
pwned by Aiba in Super Mario...
