Yamapi was sitting on his couch for half an hour now. He couldn’t avert his face from the magazine he was holding in his hands as if it had hypnotised and stopped him from continuing his daily evening routine. There were strange feelings inside him. He felt unaware.
Irgendetwas war da, das spürte er. Doch sah er aus dieser Entfernung nichts, was nach irgendwas oder irgendwem aussah. Die Sonnenblumen waren zu groß, um eine Gestalt ausfindig zu machen.
Prologue
Toma had been a sickly child ever since he was born. Raised as the oldest of two sons, he was taking responsibility for everything. His parents argued every time he saw them and they didn't care about the two boys like parents should.
Tomohisa Yamashita hatte einen Höllenjob, viel Geld und keine Freundin. Er war das, was man als verzweifelt bezeichnen könnte. Nach einer Nacht mit tödlichen Vampiren fand er sich verloren in nicht seiner eigenen, aber der Geschichte jemand Anderes.
"Last Christmas I gave you my heart~"
The song was playing throughout the whole city.
Yamashita Tomohisa hated this song. It reminded him on his last horrible christmas.
It had been christmas eve.
It was one of the days on which both were free, so Toma and Yamapi decided to spent it together. Pi had come around to Toma's house, after dinner (cooked by Toma's mother who was totally pleased by Pi's presence), they decided to go upstairs to Toma's room.
It was this pain, that crossed his heart every time he heard that voice, saw that face. It was right, that they'd been friends for more than ten years now.
But was it what he really wanted?
Wasn't he allowed to wish for more?
Friendship after all wasn't enough for him.
Toma was bored. After all the filming for his movies, he finally got some free time to laze at the house and spent time with his family. Which was out of town for exactly one week to visit their grandma in Hokkaido. And they didn't even bother to tell him...
