Songs to Secrets von Sea9040 ((Part of a Fushigi Yuugi Fanfiction)) ================================================================================ Kapitel 2: Dreamed about you? ----------------------------- Dreamed about you? The first day I saw you... was at your birth... in the end of November... Your mother... near by death... held you in her arms... she was the only one, who saw me... She called me "demon" and... that I want her death... but she was wrong... I only stand there as ghost... Through your youth I were with you... Your mother and I were good friends... It was painful to leave you... I don't wanted, but I had no choice... Only a dream? Can this be true? That I dreamed about you? The nexts nights I still dreamed about you... You were so much older since the time I saw you at last... How could this be? Your mother was full of joy to see me again. We talked a lot and... some people called her crazy, because they couldn't see me... but you didn't... you were such a nice child... You kept our secret deep inside you. I teached you a few things... for some of them... your mother blamed us... but we only smiled and she began to laugh. Such a peaceful childhood... The day came when I must gone... and you cried... but your Mom told you, that I would come surely back and... I promised you, too. Only a dream? Can this be true? That I dreamed about you? The next time we saw us you asked "Why do people hate us?" I couldn't answer, because of the anger in my heart... Your mother said nothing, too... Only her sad eyes looked at you... No one of us has known the correct answer... I can't understand such things! Why? Why? The answers were not for your young ears... I regret, that I hadn't warned you when I saw the first signals of the storm that followed... Only a dream? Can this be true? That I dreamed about you? Your Mom saw the storm coming... Nothing could stop him... The fire stands outside the window... and in the house your mother fights for you... but she had no chance... and I couldn't help her... She told you to run... But you stayed and looked... at the men who raped her... I told you, too... RUN! But you didn't hear me... You screamed and an incredibel power illed all the men and your mother... Still standing at your side not abel to move... I couldn't leave you alone, because... you did right. Your Moms eyes begged... that someone please kill here... The pain in her live was to much... she couldn't hold it any longer. If you hadn't done... I had found a way to do it. Poor boy, act like a living doll... Lose your Mom and village in one day... Stand a time like a doll... I'll be near you. Forget, oh please forget! Your Mom is happy now! She will watch over you from heaven! And I will stay by you... as long as I can... Cry in my arms when you feel so... Only a dream? Can this be true? That I dreamed about you? Please hold on! I'll come! I'll free you! The first time you saw me cry... was because you begged me to stay... when that cruel king rapes you for the first time... You were such a child... but it doesn't matter him... if I had could... I had killed him before he layed a hand on you... but I couldn't and so... I watched and couldn't close my eyes... My heart was filled with sorrow and pain this and all my hate helped, so that this cruel king could see me... for the first time of his life. His eyes widden... I could feel his fear. "Demon" he called me... but I only smiled at him like ice. The steps I went forward he went backward. You scream... that I shouldn't do this... and I stopped. He stared at me and you... full of fear. I looked at you and asked "Why?" You only shaked your head and I heard the king running outside... I broke down... didn't know why. You were full of sorrow about me... I promised you twice... First: Not do that again... Second: To find you in reality... Only a dream? Can this be true? That I dreamed about you? Losts of time passes through... and we met again. You had changed... but were still the same. I sung for you not seeing... that the eyes from the cruel king were looking at us. He came and tried to catch me... What an idiot! I'm a ghost! Only you can touch me! He sweared... that someday he would catch me. We only laughed... and I told him... that if we someday met in reality... I would kill him. He giggels... but you knew that this was true. Only a dream? Can this be true? That I dreamed about you? Our feelings changed... you're not longer my little brother and I'm no longer your elder sister... We know, that we are lovers. And I promised again... to find you... as you promised... to find me... no matter how long it maybe. Still searching for the way to you... I live for you and you live for me! Soon we will met... because I've found the key! Wait for me! Only a dream? Or is it true? That I dreamed about you? Secrets: Diesen Song schrieb Rei noch in der Zeit bevor sie in das Universum der vier Götter kam. Doch er wurde erst nach ihrer Rückkehr fertiggestellt. Es ist eine sehr lange Ballade in der viel Flügel und Orgel vorkommt. Es ist mit einer der längsten Songs, den sie je geschrieben hat und jedesmal wenn sie ihn singt kann man ihr ansehen, wie sehr es sie schmerzt sich zu erinnern. Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)