In water and in heaven   von HD-san
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 You could say I was born out of water, out of deep blue, born inside of
desperate darkness. For all those years I lived on earth, saw the humans
enjoying and suffering from their life. Saw people die and be born again. The me
who I am today is a different creature from my past self. If you would ask me,
were you ever human? So I may tell you: yes, I was. Yesterday I was human, but
now I am covered in my own blood, surrounded by pieces of my raped clothes. The
burden that I had taken over all these past years, didn't disappeared, but
lightened a bit. All the pain the people trusted to me made me stiff and
motionless. Even the wings which were light as thin air seemed nothing but
unbearable heavy. I'm an angel, drowning in the human emotions like in the ocean
I am born from. I was born centuries ago as daughter of the water, my father the
untamed and powerful ocean and my mother the gentle and kind spring. Born as
such I was neither a living creature neither a body- and soulless thing. As all
streams do I were changing my shape every moment. Being a fish, a human or just
the warmth in the veins of turtles, just the blood of a sharks meal. I was
nothing, but everything. Some day someone gave me a name and a kin to be:
Undine, thy name… Mermaid, thy kin. So I lived as being called and shaped like
that until the day someone else taught me love and asked me to be at his side,
asked me to be a human and named me Arda. I aged with the earth two thousands
years, to learn the human behavior and heart. I felt in love with great and less
great persons. And I suffered all along all human emotion and here I am today:
Uriel, an angel with stiffen wings, unable to fly, unable to move. Through the
past till now, where I decided to take on your worries, I'd never felt despair
or fear on my own. So maybe you had the strength to give me wind under those
white giant and blood strained wings to fly above and lift your worries as my
own. 

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