Heartbeat Amplifier

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►►! "they", "them", "he", "him" are 2 other members of shinee, who apparently do have an relationship jjong and taemin know and have their issues about.
i just let the reader decide which couple he chooses out of the 3 left members, even though i personally also have one in my mind. ;)

►► it's something really crappy i began writing in spring 2012 and continued from time to time only to finish it now. it's basically about growing up. about discovering yourself and your feelings, about problems and sexuality and everything we've all been through or are still in the middle of.

►► it takes place somewhere in 2011, during their japanese debut. taemin is 18, jjong is 21. maybe i displayed taemin a bit too unexperienced in these things, but idk idk...

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● i wonder why it is jongtae again. or rather; i don't, since i'm so obsessed with them lately that i just can't anymore over all this internet war.

● i just have the feeling that there're quite a few times taemin's heart seems to tumble and if i'm not mistaken i'd say it's all jjong's fault, so that kind of explains the title, or so i hope /cries.