I'm with you! von abgemeldet (The heart is something only others can see.) ================================================================================ What, do you think, is "Love" ? ------------------------------- Kaito is writing a new song for the Band "The final Judgement", when Hikaru, another member of TFJ and a friend of him, enters the room, exited, and speaks to him. „Kaito!“ „…“ „Kaito!!“ „…shut up! I’m trying to write something, okay?“ “I need your help!” “As if.” “…” “Hey, Kaito.” “…” “…what is it?” “Are you...in love?” “cough cough Why the hell are you asking me that?!” “Well…there is a girl and I think maybe I’m in love with her.” “You? No way.” “You’re pretty mean, you know..” “It’s true, isn’t it? I can’t ever imagine you being in love. The boy who always flirts with every female being he sees.” “Maybe you’re right…but I just love women. They’re so smooth and lovely!” “(Oh dear...)” “Are you...betraying your past self if you don’t cherish something you’ve always wished for?” “Now where’s that coming from?” “In middle school I always wanted to be surrounded by girls, being popular and so on. I always thought that I would be truly happy if so many people like me. Now I am popular, but I don’t like being with them. I just can’t enjoy it, cause I don’t think I belong to them. I am getting the feeling that none of them are honest and that there have to be more important things in life than that.” “Wow, never thought you would ever figure that out, how did you do it? “Well…every time I’m with so many girls, I think that I want to be with our band, practicing and chatting. I think it’s really fun. I haven’t enjoyed something so much ever in my life.” “I..enjoy it, too. Even with you.” “I like you, too.” “Shut up… You’re right, it doesn’t make sense being with people you don’t really know. So do not ever think those girls truly like you for who you are. But, who’s the one you ‘love’ out of them?” “It’s not a fangirl. There is a girl I often see recently…and I can’t stop thinking of her. She’s not stunning pretty or outgoing or something like that. She’s actually very quiet and doesn’t seem to like being with many people. I don’t think she’s interested in our band either. But she’s so…different. So, what I wanted to ask you – what, do you think, is love?” “That’s a pretty difficult question you asking… I think everyone would describe it different. Well…love is something…warm. You can’t think or speak properly if you see the person you love. You’re forgetting everything if you see her smile. You’re nervous by doing the simplest things in life, like saying hello or writing a sms. Love is…if you think, you can’t live without the person. And if this person is more important to you than yourself.” “…” “Hm…I don’t know her this much, but I’m having the desire to want to know everything of her life. I wanna know what she did today, what she’s thinking and what she’s feeling right now. She…seems so special. Fragile, but strong. Shy, but honest…I don’t think I could flirt with her like I do with other women. What does Kaito think I should do?” “I can’t tell you if you love her or not. Speak with her, you’ll figure it out soon enough by yourself.” “Seems I have to.” “I’m glad..that you have a person you truly like. I thought nobody is really important to you. You always seem like you are talking with people just to have fun.” “That’s not true. I’m sorry that I make that impression…I just don’t trust people easily. Before I talk about my deepest feelings, I want to make sure it won’t be something I’ll regret.” “Does that mean, I’m a person you trust?” “…” “Then I am..really happy. I can understand you, I’m not better than you. The only difference is that I won’t act to be all happy with those people. I think, you will hurt someone easily this way. What if you are really important to someone and he thinks he’s really important to you to, but then he realises you don’t think about him at all?” “…” “You have a point there. I’ll think about it, but I don’t think I’ll be able to change all of a sudden.” “You don’t have to. You’ll change automatically if you really want to. Well…shouldn’t you go and see this girl you like?” “Yeah, you’re right! You should do the same, you know…” “What?” “Don’t play dumb. You can’t tell me you aren’t in love, you know way too much about it.” “Hmpf…then I wish you good luck with Hikari!” “Wha-what?! I..I haven’t told you that…” “Pft, it’s totally obvious. You’re staring at her all the time.” “////// (For real…?)” “Well, by then, I have to finish that song. Want to show it somebody when it’s completed.” “Y-yeah…bye…” Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)