GaaraxDeidara yaoi von abgemeldet ================================================================================ Kapitel 6: Fight for your Love ------------------------------ For one moment, Gaara sat in his bed, feeling how an empty feeling creeped up inside. He looked at his hands, they were shaking and a curtain of tears made the world fade away. He told himself not to cry, but stood up under sobs. Picking up his clothes, he made his way into the shower. Gaara pulled the milky glass walls around him, which hide him from the world. He turned on the water and started crying, even if he didn´t wanted to. Even if Shukaku wasn´t there any more, he could hear his voice, the dark growl inside his head, » I told you before, I´ve warned you, don´t fall in the trap of live. It will gain you nothing but you will loose everything.« Gaara cried out in pain, pressing the left side of his face against the cool glass. » He did, what Yashamaru did to you. What your father did to you. What Rock Lee did to you and also this kyuubi-brat, you called your friend, they all left you... alone.« he raised his fist and slammed it against the glass, a scream rose inside him, the beast woke and roared, feeding on his anger, feeding on his pain. He fell on his knees, his arms on his upper legs, the hands lying on the inside, barely touching his flesh. His head was hanging down and he raised it slowly. The look in his eyes was the same one, he hand´t worn since he got influenced by Shukaku. Gaara took one deep breath, clenching his teeth. The scrwam explpded and came out of his throat like a fireball. The glass walls shattered and burst into pieces. In a rain of blinking piece,s Gaara stood up and walked out of the shower. The faint, iron smell of fresh blood followed him and he left bloody footprints on the ground. He dressed and packed some weapons. Six Shuriken and two Kunais, the Kalebasse with the chakra-influenced sand and a few detonating-traps. He went up on the roof and started towards the forest, because he knew where the blood will saturate the ground. Meanwhile, Deidara sat on a rock nearby the waterfall and waited in tears. „He is coming, the scent of this jinchuuriki is drenching through the air.“ Akari said, suddenly standing behind the blonde. „He... he isn´t a jinchuuriki any longer...“ Deidara answered through sobs. „Trust me, he is. Or did you really believe such a mighty demon like Shukaku would give up that easy? You never pulled Shukaku out of him. And his anger is feeding Shukaku´s power. Eiter I kill or he kills me.“ The vamp said calmly. „You... you can´t... kill him... never.“ Dei sobbed and turned around, fear and desperation in his eye. „Shapeshifters don´t know the word ‚never’.“ Akari answered motionless. „I will not leave until both of you are either dead or alive. I still don´t want to loose Gaara, neither do I want to loose you. I´m greedy like that.“ And he leaned back against the rock, into the shadows. Akari froze on the spot. „His beast just changed. He is not Shukaku´s jinchuuriki anymore. It has grown stronger, darker.“ He shovered and looked around. Gaara could see the clearing in the forest and ran faster, growling unde rhis breath. He stopped immediately between the last trees and walked out of the shadows slowly, a calm expression in his movements. A sharp, monstrous pain shot through his chest and he pressed his hand on the hurting spit. „Hnnng...“ he closed his eyes and opened them again. When he saw the white-haired man, he knew that it was Akari, the White Fang of Suna. He felt a sudden rush of rage overwhelm him, as black as the night, too strong to fight it. The pain changed and Gaara raised his shirt. What he saw was a growing black spot with red stripes, growing and spreading over his whole body. The red stripes rushed over his body like a labyrinth, glowing crimson red. His eyes started to glow yellow and orange, with cat pupils. Long fangs grew out of his mouth and his nails grew to claws. New muscles built up and made him grow a few inches. Deidara gasped. He could feel the rage like waves of head. It wouldn´t have wondered him if it would have burned the ground around Gaara. Akari watched him, slightly impressed by his change. „seems like you gained some of the kyuubi´s power, when fucked this brat of a jinchuuriki before you did Deidara.“ All he earned was a growl and a flash of teeth. Seconds later, Deidara could watch his lovers fight. During the battle, Akari swung his sword too fast for Gaara to block with his Kunai, so he raised his bare arm. It was like Akari tried to hit and break massive Stone or metal. He was shocked and that gave Gaara the time to slit Akari´s sword-arm, so the weapon fell to the ground useless, in a rain of blood and got stuck in the earth. He attacked again and grabbed Akari´s throat. Akari struggled against the cold hands, but couldn´t escape. With his free hand, Gaara formed six seals and a blood red, rotating ball formed at the tips of his middle- and index-finger and his thumb he ahd put together after working the seals. „Die.“ Gaara hissed and rushed his arm forewards. Trying to do the impossible, Akari raised his hand to catch the ball. He closed his eyes and begged for a miracle. The next thing he could hear was the angry and surprised scream of his enemy. The he felt blood splashing, marking his skin. But he didn´t feel pain. He opened his eyes and blinked surprised. Gaara gasped and stumpled back, his look changed back to normal. He cried out in emotional pain, when his hand slid out of the other´s body and Deidara fell into his arms with a dry sigh. „Deidara!“ both shouted his name. He opened his eye and smiled at them weakly, blood running down his lips and chin. „Forgive me, Gaara-chan, Akari-san, un. I...“ he coughed and spit blood, „I was the reason for this fight, now... now I ended it, un.“ His eye focused on Akari, „A-akari... I´m sorry to tell you... tell you this, but I love Gaara more than anyone or anything else, un... I can´t love you the way you... you love me... for-forgive me, un.“ It was hard for Akari to understand his words, because he was coughing and breathing heavily. „And...Gaara-chan...I´m sorry that I hurt you so...so bad, un... I just didn´t know it any better. Don´t – don´t hate me, please, un.“ A lonely tear made it´s way down his cheek. „Don´t die. Please don´t leave me.“ Gaara whispered. Akari grabbed Dei´s hip with one and his back with the other hand. Gaara looked at him, „What are you doing?!“ he whispered scared. „Don´t worry, I cans till save him... for you.“ Akari lay Deidara down on the ground in front of him and put one hand on his bleeding chest. It started glowing green and blue. „I know this jutsu. You were one of Elder Chiyo´s students, weren´t you?“ Gaara asked surprised. „Yeah. But that was long ago. Short time after she created this jutsu for Sasori no Akasun to save his parents.“ Deidara blinked „Danna,un?“ he whispered, then lay still. Akari clenched his teeth, feeling his energy leaving him. „Gaara, I´m sorry for what I´ve done to you. I told Deidara to tell you that he doesn´t live you and lie to you. It´s all my fault. I underestimated your love and underestimated you.“ He smiled at him. „this smie is worth to forgive you what you have done.“ Gaara answered and smiled back. „I know you think my father killed your friend, but that´s not true. When I was six, my uncle tried to kill me one evening, when I sat on the roof of the Kazekage´s house. Your friend was there, too. My uncle used detonation notes to kill me, he blew himself up trying, but the sand interfered. Sadly, your friend was too close to the explosion. So it wasn´t my father, but my uncle who killed your friend.“ He said, a touch of regret in his voice. „So it stays in your family. But I think you didn´t wanted it to happen, so let´s bury our fights, okay?““ Akari managed to smile, even though the life-transferrin technique was burning him out. Gaara nodded and smiled back, „Let´s leave the past behind.“ Then he looked at Akari´s face, „Can I help you whith this?“ he pointed at his glowing hands. „Sure, thanks. Put your hands on mine, then concentrate on your energy make it move into your hands. I will help you.“ Gaara did as he was told and concentrated the best he could. Immediately, he could feel how the technique swallowed his piwer. „He is not dead yet, but when I started, he was barely breathing.“ They sat and waited, begged that it wasn´t too late. Deidara coughed and blinked, the world was rotation, but stopped slowly. He felt hands on his chest and tried to focus on the owners. „Akari-san. Gaara-chan.“ He mumbled. „I´m so tired. Are you two okay?“ he sat up and hugged them both. When he moved away, he got surprised, when he saw tears in their eyes, but they were smiling. Akari stood up and put his swort back in it´s holder on his back, „I will leave you now. Trying to find a place to rest and meditate. Goodbye. I´m glad I´ve met you, Gaara Sabakuno, Kazekage-sama of Suna.“ He bowed, turned around and vanished. Deidara looked at Gaara, his face was motionless like always. „Let´s go home.“ Gaara said, stood up and helped Dei standing up, too. Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)